Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Drunk By Myself

Inspiration - "Drunk By Myself" Nas "I'm drunk by myself, gun under my seat/ I don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef/ I'm a ride to the end of the road if I have to/ Praying no car speeds by for me to crash to/ Steering wheel in my hand /Trying to hold it steady/ Anything in my way is dead Cause that's the way I feel, I am already /When I'm drunk by myself alone in the zone/ Drunk by myself "

What I'm Listening To - Some Little Brother and Kanye West downloads

Question(s) I Asked Myself Today - Why the fuck? How the fuck? What the fuck?

Man, Its fucking Tuesday and I'm drinking. Who the hell does that? I guess I do.
I'm sitting here drunk by myself. I can't even front like Im just tipsy, I'm full fledged drunk. Today was a fucked up day. I got caught up in some unnecessary drama... AGAIN! I mean this shit is just ill to me. I don't think I'm a bad guy. And I dont be saying shit I don't mean, so why do I always find myself in this position? I think I attract drama. I don't be looking for that shit, so why I keep finding it? Why the fuck you gotta be writing about me? Ain't we just friends? I'm not even reading your emails, yo! Nigga please? What the hell was that shit about? I'm fucking done. I guess you cant be friends with everyone. I mean please let me do me. Hold up that's a Little Brother lyric:

This is for whoever/ thats trying to do me, you need to do you maybe then you'll do better. Phonte from Little Brother

I dont care that that dont make no sense. I love that line. Nah, but the shit is ill. I probably will wake up and delete this nonsense post, but that's all right. It's gonna be funny to see what the hell I was thinking while I was drunk. I hope i didnt say nothing crazy on the IM. I mean crazier than usual. I really need to eat before i drink, b/c I think I'm drunk. And L, you know how I feel about you, so ain't no need to let this affect us. Just let it go, luv! It ain't me.

What the hell am I listening to? I don't remember downloading this shit. It's kind of tight though. Kanye can fucking flow:

Niggaz old as hell trying to get they rapping on/ In the club looking like a fuckin chaperone.

That's that shit, yo! Hold up, did he just say?

Back when my ATM was crazy slim. had a girl nickname Spreewell cuz when I tried to stop she still made me spin.

I told her S-U-C-K/ before we F-U-C-K/I gives a F-U-C-K/if your nephew see K/ in CL like you see K/ thats how you know chickens c-l-u-c-k./ I'm trying to find a female with a cutie face/ i big pimp her on the DL like UGK

Damn, that's that shit. Its like 2:00 in the morning and I got the hip hop pumping. I know my neighbors hate me. But that's all right. They can deal with it. I wanna talk to her so bad right now, but that ain't the move. Let me give her some space to do her thing. I mean, I of all people should realize that. I cant stand when people crowd me. So, I aint gonna do that shit. Its just gonna be a hip hop night. Oh shit, Kanye just said

And I hate when girls acting bougie as hell/ and i already seen them naked like Blu Cantrell

That dude can flow. I don't care what people say about him. I need to get the hell off of Blogger cuz I'm rambling like a muhfucka. Anyway, please forgive this post, I'll be back to normal tomorrow

It was written...


Blogger fallen angel said...

damn "kane east"! he gets on my nerves! yeah, he has some tight LINES, but he still grates my damn nerves...

Wed Aug 09, 02:23:00 AM  
Blogger The Mistress said...

WHAT...YOU'RE DRUNK T? LMAO! That is too funny!!! But seriously, have no shame...drinking on a Tuesday at home alone is perfectly sane behavior.

Wed Aug 09, 03:09:00 AM  
Blogger ----- said...

LMAO!!! You are a mess...plain and simple.

I'm with you 100% on the nigga please bull sheezy...get it together and quit trippin. EVERYBODY!!! :)

I hope you're not too hung over this morning!! :D Have a great day!


Wed Aug 09, 08:29:00 AM  
Anonymous The Goddess said...

At least you were drunk in the privacy of your own home and not out in public acting crazy like some do. With your luck you probably would've gotten arrested for public drunkeness or some mess. Smile.

I cant stand the way Kanye acts, but I have to admit, I LOVE his music. He is one talented fool.

Wed Aug 09, 08:49:00 AM  
Blogger chele said...

I love drunken ramblings. You'll be alright. But don't delete this ... it's hilarious.

Wed Aug 09, 09:02:00 AM  
Blogger 4EverJennayNay said...


random as hayel. but equally as funny.

Kanye is cool as long as i'm just listening to him. looking at him and all his conceit will grate my nerves.

Wed Aug 09, 09:14:00 AM  
Blogger Miz JJ said...


I love this line "I guess you cant be friends with everyone." You ain't lied with that one.

Wed Aug 09, 09:45:00 AM  
Blogger NegroPino™ said...

Amazingly u can drink and TYPE .........a jewel i learned.... U can pick your FRIENDS, but u can't pick your FAMILY......i wish they did a lottery for that....what u dranking on?

Wed Aug 09, 09:52:00 AM  
Blogger NegroPino™ said...

Amazingly u can drink and TYPE .........a jewel i learned.... U can pick your FRIENDS, but u can't pick your FAMILY......i wish they did a lottery for that....what u dranking on?

Wed Aug 09, 09:52:00 AM  
Blogger Mocha_Grl said...

Damn T was feelin' nice last night!

How's your head today? Seem like everybody is dealing with drama...but like you said, you can't be friends with everybody. When you see drama coming, turn around and walk the other way!

Did you say anything crazy on IM?

Hmmm....I'll never tell. ;)

Wed Aug 09, 10:37:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

You ggod Cas. WHo says you can't drink on a Tuesday? Let me see that rule so I can destroy it. Kepp you head uop and your pockets PHAT ( Head nod like Flavor Flav)Hays anyone ever notice Flavor Flav head nod?

Wed Aug 09, 11:16:00 AM  
Blogger T. Cas said...

@ fallen - the arrogance to me is all a part of hip hop. that's how it started out. cats proclaiming "I'm better than you"

@ the mistress - wait, was that sarcasm. LOL

@ trish - nah, I dont get hangovers. at least not for many years. I am a mess right now.

@ the Goddess - I've gone 31 and half years without getting arrested, dont wanna start now

@ chele - I can't delete it, because too many people saw it.. if i woulda woke up earlier though...

@ JennayNay - i guess i've done my random post for the week.

@ miz jj - i managed to say one thing that made sense in my drunken state

@ NegroPino - I was sipping some Bacardi Grand Melon - 70 proof s

@ mocha- that's all right, I can just read the transcripts. It aint like you could tell the difference anyway, with some of the crazy shit I say when Im sober.

Wed Aug 09, 11:21:00 AM  
Blogger Tenacious said...


*hands T two extra strength Tylenol, a glass of ginger ale, and remove garbage can from the side of the bed*

T, you shouldn't drink...alone. And since you're already withering away to nothing due to the rationing of the meals, I'm going to plan an intervention or something.

The drama? Let that sh*t ride. You're too cute to have stress lines ;-)

Kanye, eh I have a like/dislike relationship with him. I like his music though.

Wed Aug 09, 11:27:00 AM  
Blogger Nika Laqui said...

*lol*, You were not alone in your drunken stupor, I was drunk on Tuesday, but I wasn't alone...

Kanye does have some tight lyrics...but he's an asshole...

Wed Aug 09, 12:17:00 PM  
Blogger Knockout Zed said...

Damn, I can't drink solo. I hate that shit about myself. I gotta at least be at a bar.

You gotta keep this post, this shit is funny.


Wed Aug 09, 12:30:00 PM  
Blogger T. Cas said...

@ anon - consider the rule destroyed...

@ tenacious - you think Im cute. I knew it. LOL I was aiight, I got the head spinning thing but no hurling or anything like that.

@ Nsane - glad to know I;m not alone. I'm an asshole too, maybe thats why I dig Kanye

@ KZ - I'm keeping it, like i said its too late to delete it now.

Wed Aug 09, 01:00:00 PM  
Blogger i like liquor and tv said...

ewww, your musical taste sucks when you're drunk.

Wed Aug 09, 02:52:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Friends don't let friends blog drunk.

Wed Aug 09, 03:51:00 PM  
Blogger P said...

The Cas:

I don't know what to say about you. I hate when I'm friggin busy at work. Missing a day on your blog posts is like missing the beginning of New York Undercover back in the day. Puts me in a bad mood!

Wed Aug 09, 03:57:00 PM  
Blogger The L said...

See reading your blog makes me realize I might have issues. So I am not supposed to drink on a Tuesday by myself? I mean I didn't do it yesterday, but I have been known to do it. I keep the liquor stores in business. Its how I keep my sanity, I drink my sorrows away!

I still stick to my theory I am not an alcoholic, they go to meetings!

Wed Aug 09, 04:33:00 PM  
Blogger Intelfetish said...

Mr. West is one of the best Hip Hop artist I have heard in a while, but he still isn't in my top 15 greatest of all time!!! Drunk by yourself, damn, Merlot for me tonight -- I'm inspired.

Wed Aug 09, 05:49:00 PM  
Blogger JoJo D. said...

Go 'head Tcas, get your drank on! I aint madatcha! By the way, I'm on my way to a quick AA meeting. Aint that something?

Wed Aug 09, 08:00:00 PM  
Blogger Blah Blah Blah said...

I wanted to have a drink...but do I need a drink that bad that I have to get out of bed, put some clothes on and walk the streets of Harlem by myself, to walk back home with a brown paper bag unda my arm? Would I be considered a wino?

I don' think so... Hmmm. But it is a damn good question. LOL

BTW~da hell is goin' on down in GA...y'all stop that mess and play nice!

Wed Aug 09, 09:51:00 PM  
Blogger T. Cas said...

@ liquor and tv - Kanye got skills, tonight I'll redeem myself by listening to some WuTang. LOL

@ cocoa - so where were you at 2 AM?

@ P - thanks! I think that was a compliment. Even if its not, Im gonna take it as one. LOL

@ The L - I like that theory, you just a drunk then.

@ intelfetish - hold up, I wasnt trying to inspire you, but if you feel you must...

@ insanity - take it one day at a time. LOL

Wed Aug 09, 10:01:00 PM  
Blogger T. Cas said...

@ blah blah blah - huh? GA is all good! LOL @ wino.. I'm gonna use that in conversation tomorrow

Wed Aug 09, 10:17:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sleep (at least I think...)!

Thu Aug 10, 09:37:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

best regards, nice info »

Tue Feb 20, 11:00:00 PM  

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