Drunk By Myself

Inspiration - "Drunk By Myself" Nas "I'm drunk by myself, gun under my seat/ I don't want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beef/ I'm a ride to the end of the road if I have to/ Praying no car speeds by for me to crash to/ Steering wheel in my hand /Trying to hold it steady/ Anything in my way is dead Cause that's the way I feel, I am already /When I'm drunk by myself alone in the zone/ Drunk by myself "

What I'm Listening To - Some Little Brother and Kanye West downloads

Question(s) I Asked Myself Today - Why the fuck? How the fuck? What the fuck?

Man, Its fucking Tuesday and I'm drinking. Who the hell does that? I guess I do.
I'm sitting here drunk by myself. I can't even front like Im just tipsy, I'm full fledged drunk. Today was a fucked up day. I got caught up in some unnecessary drama... AGAIN! I mean this shit is just ill to me. I don't think I'm a bad guy. And I dont be saying shit I don't mean, so why do I always find myself in this position? I think I attract drama. I don't be looking for that shit, so why I keep finding it? Why the fuck you gotta be writing about me? Ain't we just friends? I'm not even reading your emails, yo! Nigga please? What the hell was that shit about? I'm fucking done. I guess you cant be friends with everyone. I mean please let me do me. Hold up that's a Little Brother lyric:

This is for whoever/ thats trying to do me, you need to do you maybe then you'll do better. Phonte from Little Brother

I dont care that that dont make no sense. I love that line. Nah, but the shit is ill. I probably will wake up and delete this nonsense post, but that's all right. It's gonna be funny to see what the hell I was thinking while I was drunk. I hope i didnt say nothing crazy on the IM. I mean crazier than usual. I really need to eat before i drink, b/c I think I'm drunk. And L, you know how I feel about you, so ain't no need to let this affect us. Just let it go, luv! It ain't me.

What the hell am I listening to? I don't remember downloading this shit. It's kind of tight though. Kanye can fucking flow:

Niggaz old as hell trying to get they rapping on/ In the club looking like a fuckin chaperone.

That's that shit, yo! Hold up, did he just say?

Back when my ATM was crazy slim. had a girl nickname Spreewell cuz when I tried to stop she still made me spin.

I told her S-U-C-K/ before we F-U-C-K/I gives a F-U-C-K/if your nephew see K/ in CL like you see K/ thats how you know chickens c-l-u-c-k./ I'm trying to find a female with a cutie face/ i big pimp her on the DL like UGK

Damn, that's that shit. Its like 2:00 in the morning and I got the hip hop pumping. I know my neighbors hate me. But that's all right. They can deal with it. I wanna talk to her so bad right now, but that ain't the move. Let me give her some space to do her thing. I mean, I of all people should realize that. I cant stand when people crowd me. So, I aint gonna do that shit. Its just gonna be a hip hop night. Oh shit, Kanye just said

And I hate when girls acting bougie as hell/ and i already seen them naked like Blu Cantrell

That dude can flow. I don't care what people say about him. I need to get the hell off of Blogger cuz I'm rambling like a muhfucka. Anyway, please forgive this post, I'll be back to normal tomorrow

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