Open Letter

I suppose it's my turn to be evil and mean spirited. I should seize the opportunity to say what I have been wanting to say for months, but have not said because I am too nice. I should point out the hipocracy that emanates from your very being. I should tell everyone why I don't mess with you and haven't for awhile. Perhaps I should give specific examples, forward emails and IM's of your words and my responses of when this has happened numerous times in the past. If I explain myself maybe things will be put in their proper perspective.

But I'm not going to do that. If this is how you feel, then stick to it this time, the fourth time. Don't come back at me in a few weeks trying to mend fences. Don't try to get me involved with you again. Don't talk about me to other people which is the very crime that you are accusing me of. Don't jump to conclusions without talking to me, the other crime you accuse me of.

Just go away. Fade Away. No need to check me out twice an hour. You owe me no loyalty and I owe you no loyalty. Don't expect me to do what you want me to do, because as you say, I never have your back, so why should you expect me to have it now? I'm the pariah in this situation, so just move on. Don't worry about the things you did repeatedly to affect this friendship, just put all the blame on my shoulders.

I can take it. I couldn't care less if we ever talk again. You don't have to ever check out It Was Written again. You don't have to know what is going on in my life. These things do not affect you, nor should they affect you in my opinion. I don't need to read your words of anger, then your back peddling once your emotional state returns to normal. If this is the end, then let it be the end. I'm okay with that, and I hope that you are okay with that too. As I told you so often, it is what it is, so just let it be that. Go sell your poison somewhere else, cuz I am not buying it anymore. Just don't delude yourself into thinking that your actions had nothing to do with it.

It was written...